:) all for you

A tornado flew around my room before you came

Excuse the mess it made

It usually don’t rain

Down in southern Florida

Much like Arizona

My eyes used to shed tears

But now it don’t and

I love Bria Rucker

Oh yes I do

I love you Bria Rucker

I adore you

I love you Bria Rucker

I know you think about me still

You know You know

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

I told Christian that I liked you

He tried to make us kick it off

Talked to you for the first time

Never regretted it at all

I knew you were the one

That’s why I never run

When you call my name

And you know

I love you Bria Rucker

Oh yes I do

I love you Bria Rucker

I adore you

I love you Bria Rucker

I know you think about me still

You know You know

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

BMR
You are star

thinking about you

No matter where you are

You are my shine

You are my glow

I’ll follow you girl

No matter where you go

Better than a plane

Yes I took the pain

Heart was shattered once

I’ll never go insane

With you by my side

You my ride or die

Till the end of time

Felony or crime

I used to cry

Say I want to die

Since I met you

I’ve been a better guy

You know I always try

I’ll never pass you by

You my only girl
I’m your only guy

So anyone trying to get between us

Obviously haven’t seen us

Want to be us

Cant be us

Cause they know

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

A tornado flew around my room before you came

Excuse the mess it made

It usually don’t rain

Down in southern Florida

Much like Arizona

My eyes used to shed tears

But now it don’t and

I love Bria Rucker

Oh yes I do

I love you Bria Rucker

I adore you

I love you Bria Rucker

I know you think about me still

You know You know

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

I told Christian that I liked you

He tried to make us kick it off

Talked to you for the first time

Never regretted it at all

I knew you were the one

That’s why I never run

When you call my name

And you know

I love you Bria Rucker

Oh yes I do

I love you Bria Rucker

I adore you

I love you Bria Rucker

I know you think about me still

You know You know

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

BMR
You are star

thinking about you

No matter where you are

You are my shine

You are my glow

I’ll follow you girl

No matter where you go

Better than a plane

Yes I took the pain

Heart was shattered once

I’ll never go insane

With you by my side

You my ride or die

Till the end of time

Felony or crime

I used to cry

Say I want to die

Since I met you

I’ve been a better guy

You know I always try

I’ll never pass you by

You my only girl
I’m your only guy

So anyone trying to get between us

Obviously haven’t seen us

Want to be us

Cant be us

Cause they know

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

That we always think so far ahead

I’ve been wanting you forever

Ooooo

Hey baby I love you
Hm…Dont give a fuck ?
Baby I miss you
Ha, Sorry out of luck
Baby dont hurt me
RUn me over with the truck ?
Baby I want you
But I dont
Doesn’t that suck ?
Yeah I know it does
Losing my trust
Is oh-so-easy
Letting the metal rust
What the fuck
Are you talking about ?
Think I dont know ?
Please dont make me shout …
Kidd please explain
Yeah im letting it out
I fucking hate that you
Tell me one thing but its fake
What are you saying?
You think I will take ?
The sense of you being with someone else ?
I hate man
No fuck it I despise it
I dreaded the day I finally realized it
I lose you to him
I left alone
Like a dog playing fetch chasing that bone
I get nothing though
As I came back
Because all I got was the view of your back
But I’ve grown up
I shown my progress
Your there with him now
Wearing yah pretty prom dress
You say you love me
I say I love you
But I hate the idea of seeing you two
I hate you both
But nothing to hate in particular
Look a little closer
Do you see her ?
She so beatiful…
But such a bitch
SHut the fuck up
Yeah im gonna snitch
But I swore she told you
That snitched get resented
So why do such a thing while my name is still imprinted
In the same role as your I see no love from ha
So get the fuck out before I have to do it for yah
She’s gone
You have a whole life in front of you
But now im giving you the choice right now…
What are you gonna do…?

I find it ineresting
How you two came to be
Its just so fucking confusing to me
How can you stat talking to someone so fast ?
Thats probably a reason this shit aint last
Telling me that yah’ll never fcked around
While yu with me but can you hear the sound ?
Its my inner voice telling me its all lies
Man fck I tried,
But now im outa tries
Its about time
I start litening
Because while im still at the start
You already finishing
Up what you started about a month ago
Im smart , but fuk I’m so slow ?
Two people i truely had faith and trust in
Not Im here standing by myself not trusting
I lost mysef
Those who calimed they loved me
Because as I looked down
There were people still above me
Jut trying to shove me
Up out of yah grip
But As I looked back I started to slip
Up on myself
And I cushioned my fall
Thinking yu’d catch me
But you didnt give a fuck at all
So fuck you
I no longer care
Dad always told me bitches come by the year
But I never looked at you as such a thing
BUT NOW THINGS HAVE STARTED FUCKING CHANGING
I no longer see you
Above everybody else
As I stood by my lonesome
My loneseome self
So fuck yah’ll
I dont wana hear it
Telling me you miss me ?
Things so aparrent
But what ‘s that ?
You said you love me still ?
Well fuck that
Man love kills…

It all started one day in clas 
While David was acting up 
Man what an ass…[: 
A boy & a girl 
From two different worlds 
But what a connection was made 
In just some simple words 
“Man you know I like you girl[:” 
Were those six specia words 
After come time 
Love was made 
But it was a at that time I shoul evade 
As I already had a love of my own 
But I proved unworthy 
As you’re about to be shown 
We exchanged hot words back to back 
Wow…What a fuck I was sneaking around behind her back… 
Loving this new girl after every sentence 
I know I was wrong 
But hey, that’s just the past-tense 
This love as something I waslooking forward to 
Koreen„,you just dont know what a hassle it is loving you 
I cut ALL the good things my life 
You didnt have to ask 
But I wasnt thinking while attempting this task 
Expecting better 
I waited so 
But now im always seeming a little under the weather 
You used to be so into me 
We took all the right turns 
Until youdecided to make my heart churn 
Such an action 
I will NEVER FORGET 
&& apparently an action… 
You STILL DONT REGRET 
But hey, fuck it, that’s life 
You always bring out the bitch 
Oh,and the attitude… 
But oh why be so rude ? 
Oh yeah 
I forgot 
You too concentrated on yo new dude… 
Eh, I’m still alive 
But fate will come, it’s just yet… 
To arrive 
So with m strength 
I will strive 
Just vibin 
So pleasse dont fuck up my vibe 
I alway say I’ll show you the man I can be 
But you let everything get in the was 
Oh an he seems much more sober with knowing you’re back around 
But you dont cae 
You always break a smile whenever I choose to frown 
Only two days left of school 
I no fool 
But hey, 
haha 
Im not scred anymore 
My mood is practically cool 
Let me tell one little lesson I learn on the rack 
When im gone 
Dont expect this nigga to come back 
I thought we were forever 
Now it’s gone back 
To the times you treated me like Im your friend 
But if you want a friend 
You got a friend 
Just know in the long run I wont be there in the end…. 
So its about time I speak my mind 
With this one last line….; 
Im not getting love from you anymore 
But fine 
Sooner or later 
There will be another girl 
Or even a Koreen 
That WANTS to be mine… 
But hey, let time talk as we walk… 
Waslk on the street of fate which is waiting while I’m whiting out the chalk 
So you got your side 
And I hav my own 
Sigh… 
Feels no differet when I’m alone… 
Now how does that sound? 
Let my actions speak for my words 
When I’m NOT around 
But hey again, 
I wanted you to be 
my everything 
my star 
my love 
my girl 
my future wife… 
Smh…I just learned life’s a fucking fictional story 
So Im glad to have presented you… 
The story of my life… 

-KIDD

I wake up and realize all I see 
Is a mirror image of what I could be 
Two sides to this story I realized’ 
I double-took it at first && rubbed my eyes 
But yet, I noticed there was no change 
Why such a sudden ? It seemed so stange 
I saw all of the good and bad I went through 
Didnt seem so bad until I looked two 
In two was the life I’ve always dreamed of 
I glanced closer and seen true love 
But no, not a person, but life itself 
I then realized, life is something worth living 
I saw a perfect Earth, && all that helped 
Helped it to be the perfect sphere it was in my vision 
I closed my eyes, smiled and quoted ” man what a place “ 
I bent down towards my sink and then washed my face 
I looked in the mirror and I saw the figure before me 
I saw nothing but pure fiction, a plain ole child’s story 
I saw all of the good 
I saw all of the bad 
I then saw in mirror two, all the wondorful things I’ve ever had 
I gazed at the flickering light above me 
I thought to myself, wow , there’s really a God up there that loves me 
I smiled once again and looked at mirror one 
I was shocked as I glanced at myself cock a gun 
I aimed it for my skull, ready to end my misory 
I saw before myself, my life’s true mistory 
Why was I being shown this, was is a sign ? 
That my time was just about up ? Was I dying ? 
No, it was a choice for me to make 
It was about that time I really took time to think 
Or so, a break 
I thought to myself and looked at them both 
Do I stay here and die in such a struggle ? 
Or do I choose to succeed through virtue with rapid growth ? 
It was obvious to the choice I made 
I chose to suffer and die 
All stories have a sweet ending, so dont fret or cry 
I woke up again to see it was merely a dream 
I finally woke up after hollering such a scream 
I got up and rushed towards the two mirrors and saw nothing 
But I knew it was God trying to tell me something 
That I had to made a choice to live through wickedness or Pureness 
It was up to me to keep going forward with the negative 
Or to the positive, which could turn this 
I finally chose what I wanted to do with my life 
I put down the guns, the bombs, and even my trusty knife 
Learn a lesson on every challenge you face 
Because even in your worste times of peril 
When noone is there to lift you up anymore 
When noone is there to care for you anymore 
Just know the God up there will never find you a discrace 
So just remember that whenever you face a challenge 
Dont fret 
Just read 
Come back on this note and you will see your answer in the title… 
Just breathe 

-Words from Robert Dwight Spaulding Jr.